Everything is black, I feel like I can never get out of this abyss. I feel like I'm swimming without end, and I'm so tired.
I would like to stop, close my eyes, take a deep breath... But I know that if I stop, the sea will swallow me, as it did that evening.
I don't want to feel like this anymore. But I'm tired of swimming, I'm tired of swimming without ever understanding where I'm going!
And that's allright Frankie, you can't understand everything.
But you can't do anything to save me, I have to save myself. I only ask you not to make things worse.
Don't make me kick you out: I want you in my life, but I don't want a life of hell.